mkdajirajfdtšožn glĆX
uglavnom....pa kako ste mi ljudi...
mislim da je red da vam nešto napišem pa ja odlučih reći nešto o sebi tj. kako se ja zabavljam ovih dana...
ma ja živim ko beg....zaje.. nije baš tako ali ne mogu reći ni da mi je nešto posebno loše....jedino što me moj tatica šopa tabletama..zamislite moram piti 4 tablete 2x C vitamin, željezo i neki multivitamin da se ne bi razboljela...al ne smeta mi to toliko..znam ja da to on iz ljubavi ali nekad zna pretjerat....
a da znate šta sam sad maloprije vidjela....idemo moja dids i ja iz škole i čekamo na semaforčeku zelenu i aj sad gledam ravno kad neki klinjo možd ima 10 godina skino hlače i imo neki cijev u ruci i on svog malog pimpača stvaio u tu cijev i piša....
ja ostala paf..nisam mogla vjerovat...onak hello mali jes ti dobro....pa očito da nije....zbilja ima svakakvih ljudi
uglavnom ja sam neka baš happy i živahna i mogla bi stalno skakutat....
i jedva čekam subotu..u što jedva čekam subotu...dečko iz razreda slavi rođendan...je da ću se napješačt do tamo al biti će zakončina....
biti će vjerovatno ovo geslo tog rođendana: fuck the votka, fuck the pivo, all we need is tequila... jer imamo dosta tequilomana...
i za kraj evo stavljam jednu pjesmu samo za SVena
+44 When Your Heart Stops Beating
Turn it up, I never wanna go home
I only wanna be part of your breakdown
She got caught by the four on the floor
It picked her up and she'll never get let down
And now I can't stop thinkin' about it
All you people at the top, don't know nothin' about it
We don't give a fuck what the price is
So just leave us to our own devices and we'll leave you alone
I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark, When there's no-one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
She says it all without a thought in her head
She says it all as she's pressed up against me
A little something just to take off the edge
A little more and I'll fall off the planet entirely
I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark, When there's no-one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark, When there's no-one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
(I'll be there when your heart stops beating)
When we both get carried away
(In the dark, When there's no-one listening)
When we both get carried away
08.02.2007. u 20:18 | K | 10 | P | # | ^
uspijeva moj naum...vraća se prava ja....ona zanesena, nasmiješena cura.....
prošli tjedan je bio baš ludnica...mislim pozitivna...onak baš mi je bio fora
iako se ništ specijalno nije dogodilo ali bila sam happy...
ja vam lijepo uživam u svojoj slobodi (mislim na to što nemam dečka)...moja okolina je sva neka zaljubljena a men ovako je baš super....ne kažem da ne bi voljela biti s nekim ali ovak uživam, zabavljam se, radim šta hoću i kad hoću....
ma dobro sad ja baš gnjavim zato što ne znam šta bi napisala...
e da ovo mi je dala jedna prijateljica pa imam potrebu to napisati jer je većinom istina:
Kada je djevojka tiha-misli na milijun stvari.
Kada djevojka ne reagira- duboko je zamišljena.
Kada te djevojka upitno gleda- pita se koliko dugo ćeš kraj nje ostati.
Kada djevojka odgovori: "sa mnom je sve u redu"-onda ima grdne probleme
Ako te djevojka prodorno promatra - pita se zašto je lažeš.
Kada djevojka spusti glavu na tvoje grudi, želi da zauvijek ostaneš kraj nje.
Kada te djevojka želi vidjeti svaki dan-sviđaš joj se ( voli te)
Ako djevojka kaže:"volim te"- ona to zaista i misli
Kada djevojka kaže:" nedostaješ mi- onda ne nedostaješ nikom na svijetu više nego njoj.i da ja nastavim štafetu, evo 5 stvarčica koje niste znali o meni:
1. mrzim lignje
2.ne volim ružičastu boju
3. noge su mi skoro uvijek hladne
4. obožavam salate
5. ne volim zimu
a štafetu prenosim na :
evila
tomgirl
rastafu
blackberry
peppers baby
čujemo se društvo
28.01.2007. u 19:38 | K | 9 | P | # | ^
okrećem novu stranicu svog života
da...evo kako si+u mi neki u komentarima napisali :"mrdni se malo" pa emo mrdnut ću se....
kao 1. svima sretna nova godina iako je već 12. dan nove godine 
kao 2. da okrećem novu stranicu, ustvari pokušati ću izvući onu staru Ivu iz sebe....znam da više ništa nije kao prije ali bar ću se potruditi da bude nešto slično čak i bolje nego prije....
do sad sam bila ovakva:
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs
She wants to go home, but nobody's home
It's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside....
Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's falling behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's falling from grace
She's all over the place
a od sada:
I think there's something
more
Life's worth living for
Who knows what
could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new
day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day
dosad mi je sve bilo crno,rješenja nije bilo, a sreće samo u tragovima....sama sam si za to kriva i sama to moram ispraviti pa stoga krećem u nove pobjede jer ako ovako nastavim totalno ću skrenuti
hvala vam na komentarima
svima vam šaljem 
i jedan veliki 
želim vam u novoj godini da se dobro nasmiijete i da uživate u društvu ljudi koji vas vole (i naravno ono standardno zdravlja, sreće, ljubavi...)
12.01.2007. u 20:14 | K | 13 | P | # | ^
Božić dolazi.....
Iako mi Božić nije naj blagdan i iako sam mislila da će mi ovaj Božić biti najgori prevarila sam se.....
Sretna sam i nekako ispunjena...poloni su mi najmanja briga i to mi nije važno....važno mi je da su svi nekako složni i da nema namrštenih lica....
stoga želim vam svima da proslavite Božić sa svojim najmilijima i da shvatite njihovu veliku ulogu u vlastitim životima....
želim da budete sretni i zadovoljni....
želim da vam se ostvare snovi....
želim da ljubite i da budete voljeni....
želim da se između ostalog dobro 
i 
želim da ne 
glavu zbog gluposti...
i na kraju želim vam svima lijep i sretan Božić!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kad padne Badnja noć, kad skupimo se svi
Mali i veliki, kompletna family,
Sve je svečano oko trpeze,
Prićaju priče stare, obiteljske.
Djeca veselo oko bora skakuću,
Bake, djedovi se s njima igraju.
Vani snijeg, bjelina,
A u srcu neka blagost i toplina.
Dobri ljudi i oni zli
K'o nekom tajnom niti vezani su svi
Ovu noć
Božić dolazi, Božić dolazi,
Neka noćas ljudi svi budu sretniji.
Božić dolazi sa najljepšim pjesmama,
Božić dolazi tiho na prstima,
Neka noćas ljudi svi budu sretniji,
Budu sretni svi.
(Kraljevi i prosjaci, zdravi i bolesni, crni i bijeli.)
Voli vas sve vaša Phoebe!!!
24.12.2006. u 22:10 | K | 13 | P | # | ^
ponekad.....
ponekad je svijet okrutan.....
ponekad jedan pogled boli više nego tisuće izgovorenih riječi....
ponekad te ljudi mrze a da im nisi ništa ni napravio....
ponekad želim nestati.....
ponekad je jedan pogled dovoljan da mi uljepša dan.....
ponekad je i šutnja sasvim dovoljna........
ponekad su i suze znak radosti........
ponekad me pjesma podsjeti na lijepe trenutke...........
ponekad kad vidim neku sliku srce mi se ozari(koja glupa riječ ali ne mogu se sjetiti druge)....
ponekad volim cio svijet..........
ali uvijek su peppersi sa mnom i kad sam tužna i razočarana i bljutava i sretna i zaljubljena i kad sam sama i kad nas je puno.....
nisam ustvari htjela pisati ni o peppersima ni o sebi kad sam razočarana ni kad sam sretna već sam malo gledala stare slike i tak sam neka ni tužna ni sretna..... gledam slike i poželim vratiti se u neke događaje.....a onda i uz te sretne događaje vidim ljude kojih više nema....i tak nekako od nedjelje mi je sve smrdano....sretna sam jer mi je došao moj prijatelj kojeg znam od malih nogu a koji se nedavno odselio i jako mi je falio a tužna sam zbog povoda kojim je on ovdje....ali neću sad o tome......uglavnom...htjedoh reći da kad ne bi bilo slika neka bi sjećanja isparila i možda ne bi znali tko smo...nekad kad gledam te slike onako prizemljim se i shvatim da od života ne bi trebala tražit više jer sve što mi daje je sve što i trebam ......
.....filozofipšem previše....
u meni se kupi toliki bijes da ga se i bojim....bojim se da ga ne bi krivo usmjerila jer kad pukne netko će nastradati a to ne želim.....
RHCP-on mercury
I've got myself
In a masochistic hold
Why don't you let go
Shake it off
Just to redirect my flow
Come on let's go
Sit up straight
I'm on a double date
I've got to find my way
Into the light, heavy, middle weight
We don't stop rock around the clock
Motor mouthing off
In front of every other road block
Come again and tell me
What you're going thru
Like a girl who only knew
Her child was due
Memories of everything
Of lemon trees on mercury
Come to me with remedies
From five or six of seven seas
You always took me with a smile
When I was down
Memories of everything
That blew thru
Looking up into
A reverse vertigo
What an undertow
Give it up
Another stubborn scorpio
Come on, let's go
Sit up straight
I'm on a double date
I've got to find my way
Into the light, heavy, middle weight
We don't stop rock around the clock
Motor mouthing off
In front of every other road block
Come again and tell me
What you're going thru
Like a girl who only knew
Her child was due
To the moon she gave
Another good review
Turn around and look at me
It's really really you
od vaše 
20.12.2006. u 19:37 | K | 7 | P | # | ^
hello people....
evo samo da se javim uskoro će biti jedan duži post a ovo je samo tako da nešto našvrljam....
ne mogu vjerovati da u zadnje vrijeme jedva čekam da dođem u školu i pričam s ljudima....a kad sam kod kuće glava mi je puna nekakvih užasnih misli i sve se nešto loše dešava....škola mi je postala utočište...bijeg nekekav...čudno ali istinito....
"čovjek je trag u pijesku kojeg je izbrisao vjetar"
Metallica - The Memory Remains
Fortune, fame
Mirror vain
Gone insane
But the memory remains
Heavy rings on fingers wave
Another star denies the grave
See the nowhere crowd
Cry the nowhere cheers of honor
Like twisted vines that grow
Hide and swallow mansions whole
In light of an already
Faded prima donna
Fortune, fame
Mirror vain
Gone insane...
Fortune, fame
Mirror vain
Gone insane...
But the memory remains
Heavy rings hold cigarettes
Up to lips that time forgets
While the Hollywood sun sets
Behind your back
And can't the band play on
Just listen, they play my song
Ash to ash
Dust to dust
Fade to black
Fortune, fame
Mirror vain
Gone insane...
Fortune, fame
Mirror vain
Gone insane...
Dance little tin goddess
Nananananana nananada nananananana nanananadana
Nananananana nananada nananananana nanananadana
Drift away
Fade away
Little tin goddess
Ash to ash
Dust to dust
Fade to black
Fortune, fame
Mirror vain
Gone insane...
Fortune, fame
Mirror vain
Gone insane...
But the memory remains
Ash to ash
Dust to dust
Fade to black...
But the memory remains
Faded prima donna
Dance little tin goddess dance
Nananananana nananada nanananana nanananadana
Nananananana nananada nanananana nanananadana
17.12.2006. u 22:49 | K | 2 | P | # | ^
Kill me please …you will save the world
Užas….
Nema gluplje osobe od mene na ovom planetu…..
Dobit ću komadinu iz matiše …..
Ali nije problem komad….već kao prvo moja razrednica će se derat ko luda 
….a ko drugo ajd da nisam učila i da nisam svu zadaću izvježbala ponovno onda ne bi išto rekla ali ja nakon silnog vježbanja dođem na test a razmišljam o sasvim desetom i napravim takve greške koje ni oni u osnovnoj ne bi napravili…al će mi se test crveniti….
Znam znam sad će neki reći ocjena nije pokazatelj znanja ali mene grize što ja to sve kužim i onda dođe test i ja zakažem a neko ko nema blage i ko nije pisao zadaću i štošta drugo će ispast pametniji nego ja……
Ali zbilja više ne znam šta ću napravit s ovom svojom ludom glavom…
Dođi sebi kraj je godine a ti se zaje…..
Adio do svetog nikole
često kad misliš da znaš neke ljude ono u dušu iznenade te...
Franz Ferdinand - What You Meant
As I took step number four
Into the close of your tenement
You cast your darkened eyes so low
Said we're cold as the step cement
But I just don't know what you meant
So Alec you may want a pill
We are so cruel and to communicate
Without the red stuff being spilled
We must MDMA our sentiment
But I just don't know what you meant
If we were feckless we'd be fine
Sucking hard on our innocence
But we've been bright in our decline
Been left as blackened filament
But I just don't know what you meant
'cause I feel blood inside the vein
I feel life inside the ligament
I feel alive yeah just the same
Same vigour and the same intent
So I just don't know if that's what you meant
04.12.2006. u 16:53 | K | 10 | P | # | ^
ponekad kad sam sama sjedim na prozoru i razmišljam o svom životu...onome što je bilo i onome što tek slijedi...pitam se zašto uopće živim...ima li moj život smisla....razmišljam o svojim postupcima i jesam li dobro postupila.....zašto sam ja na ovom planetu...da li mi značimo šta jedni drugima i je li uopće značimo....tko su ovi ljudi koji me okružuju....
ponekad kad mislim da je napokon sve uredu sruši se moja kula od karata tek napravljena i onda pomislim zašto, što sam skrivila...
ponekad pak mi treba osoba koja će me samo saslušati, zagrliti i reći da će sve biti uredu...da postoji bolje sutra....mislim da sam tu osobu izgubila i to svojom zaslugom i zbog toga mi jejako krivo...krivo mi je što uvijek pokvarim ono što valja.....
kako smo mi ljudi jadni...ja sam jadna....ma šta vam uopće ovo pišem ....nepotrabno vas mučim....
bilo bi najbolje da sam sasvima sama i zatvorena u nekom sobićku....manje bi ljudi bilo povrijeđeno manje patnje ....ali ja se bojim samoće....
I Could Have Lied-RHCP
There must be something
In the way I feel
That she don't want me to feel
The stare she bares cut me
I don't care
You see so what if I bleed
I could never change
Just what I feel
My face will never show
What is not real
A mountain never seems to have
The need to speak
A look that shares so many seek
The sweetest feeling
I got from you
The things I said to you were true
I could never change
Just what I feel
My face will never show
What is not real
I could have lied I'm such a fool
My eyes could never never never (chorus)
Keep their cool
Showed her and I told her how
She struck me but I'm fucked up now
But now she's gone yes she's gone away
A soulful song
That would not stay
You see she hides 'cause she is scared
But I don't care
I won't be spared
16.11.2006. u 22:05 | K | 9 | P | # | ^
RHCP-SNow 
COME TO DECIDE THAT THE THINGS THAT I TRIED
WERE IN MY LIFE JUST TO GET HIGH ON
WHEN I SIT ALONE
COME GET A LITTLE KNOWN
BUT I NEED MORE THAN MYSELF THIS TIME
STEP FROM THE ROAD TO THE SEA TO THE SKY
AND I DO BELIEVE WHAT WE RELY ON
WHEN I LAY IT ON
COME GET TO PLAY IT ON
ALL MY LIFE TO SACRIFICE
HEY OH LISTEN WHAT I SAY OH
I GOT YOUR
HEY OH NOW LISTEN WHAT I SAY OH
WHEN WILL I KNOW THAT I REALLY CAN'T GO
TO THE WELL ONCE MORE TIME TO DECIDE ON
WHEN IT'S KILLING ME
WHEN WILL I REALLY SEE
ALL THAT I NEED TO LOOK INSIDE
COME TO BELIEVE THAT I BETTER NOT LEAVE
BEFORE I GET MY CHANCE TO RIDE
WHEN IT'S KILLING ME
WHAT DO I REALLY NEED
ALL THAT I NEED TO LOOK INSIDE
THE MORE I SEE THE LESS I KNOW
THE MORE I LIKE TO LET IT GO.....HEY OH
DEEP BENEATH THE COVER OF ANOTHER PERFECT WONDER
WHERE IT'S SO WHITE AS SNOW
PRIVATELY DIVIDED BY A WORLD SO UNDECIDED
AND THERE'S NO WHERE TO GO
IN BETWEEN THE COVER OF ANOTHER PERFECT WONDER
WHERE IT'S SO WHITE AS SNOW
RUNNING THROUGH A FIELD WHERE ALL MY TRACKS WILL
BE CONCEALED AND THERE IS NO WHERE TO GO
WHEN TO DESCEND TO AMEND FOR A FRIEND
ALL THE CHANNELS THAT HAVE BROKEN DOWN
NOW YOU BRING IT UP
I'M GONNA RING IT UP
JUST TO HEAR YOU SING IT OUT
STEP FROM THE ROAD TO THE SEA TO THE SKY
AND I DO BELIEVE WHAT WE RELY ON
WHEN I LAY IT ON
COME GET TO PLAY IT ON
ALL MY LIFE TO SACRIFICE
15.11.2006. u 11:52 | K | 4 | P | # | ^
roćkas prošao...vraćamo se realnosti
da, sve je ponovno po starom-manje više.....
bolesna sam,malo...ležim u krevetu i odmaram se.....
ne znam šta da vam napišem jer nemam inspirejšn.....svi su sretni ništa me ne živcira i baš mi je bilo juče super....
išli smo sven, kata, martina i ja kod ive učit kemiju i tak smo se smijali i napričali i tak samo kemiju nismo učili....
a šta da vam napišem budite kakvi jeste i volite se....
pozdrav svima
RHCP
Something inside the cards
I know is right
Don't want to live
Somebody elses life
This is what I want to be
And this is what I give to you
Because I get it free
She smiles while I do my time
I could die for you
Oh this life I choose
I'm here to be your only go-between
To tell you of the sights
These eyes have seen
What I really want to do is
Turn it into motion
Beauty that I can't abuse
You know that I'd use my senses to
You can see that
It's only everywhere
I'd take it all and then
I'd find a way to share
Come along and go
Along with me
Wander with me yo
It's all for free
I could die for you
Whatchu wanna do
Oh this life I choose
Come again and tell me
Where you want to go
What it means for me
To be with you alone
Close the door and
No one has to know
How we are
Come along and go
Along with me
Wander with me yo
It's all for free
I could die for you
Whatchu want to do
Oh this life I choose
11.11.2006. u 19:50 | K | 8 | P | # | ^
